Last night I had the pleasure of attending a party at the college where I earned my BFA. The party was in honor of a teacher from the Photo department who was leaving after 20 years. I never actually had Vida as a teacher, but she did touch me just by being there, and inspired me to have confidence in myself and my art.

Just walking onto the campus brought a flood of memories. Not only was this where I learned a lot about art, this is where I met my wife, and some of my best friends. This is where my oldest son spent the first year and a half of his life. The courtyard here is on of the places Eli learned to walk. I could just see him fumbling around the large sculpture outside the Photo department with his bare feet (he refused to wear shoes for quite some time). I found myself in an odd time warp all evening....

Literally nothing has changed. The Photo lab and darkroom look exactly the same as they did 15 years ago.

I spent many, many hours working here. many sleepless nights spent in the dark.
I didn't photograph the color darkroom, because it was appropriately completely dark, but that was where I spent most of my nights.Last night I spoke with some of my teachers who are still teaching, and producing some amazing work. I also spent some time speaking with some of the current seniors. These students seemed to have the same drive that I did in school. They were obviously the people who worked in the lab as a job as well as school. I did this through my last few years at tyler to make a little money, but mostly for access to a key to 24 hour lab use. Conversations with the students made me think more about doing more teaching. I feel like I have something to offer people like this.

Sorry for the lengthy post, but spending time here again really had me examining myself...my past, where I am presently, and what is in the future. The sad twist to this is that this campus will no longer be where it is in about a year. Tyler will be moving down to Temple main campus shortly. What seemed like a living time capsule last night will not be that way much longer. I wonder what will become of these grounds, and these buildings, and the "permanent" sculptures. Everything changes eventually, for better or worse. Life goes on. Take lots of pictures!
*The reason I can post these today is that these shots were taken after midnight as after speaking with the students,(they had to head off to a party...typical) I just sat and pondered many things*